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Guy #1 - Always All Ways

Chad. He is wild, he is unpredictable. He sends sparks shooting through every nerve ending I possess. He is a dynamic force in this world and he makes me really think. Maybe too much. He is strong, and he is completely independant. His views are unlike any I have ever known to be true. I don't necessarily agree with them. But there is an undeniable attraction, some sort of pull, a connection that we share. Chad, however, sees me as trying to possess him, he doesn't think that I'm the one he'll fall in love with, we've broken up on three separate occasions. And every single time he wants me again. And it's not just physical. If it was physical, we would have no problem walking away from it. But for some reason, neither of us can let go.

Guy #2 - Make A Move

Roy. He is safe. He is kind. He is sensitive without being a pussy. He really likes me and he shows it. There is a quiet attraction there, I'm not entirely passing time. Something could develop. He has a good job, and a nice car and he shares my passion for riding motorcycles. I can picture a predictable future with him in which I would be comfortable. But at the same time, I want so much more than just that.

It will come to a head this monday. Monday is for decision making and new starts.